Cutler, Philo D. – March 25, 1863

Michigan Civil War Collection Letters


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Regiment: 3rd Michigan Cavalry Battles Mentioned: Historical Figures: Camp half mile from Jackson Tennessee March 25th 1863 Dear kind friends here am I so far from your world most sick [ ? ] it has been raining two days but tis pleasant to day do you he lieve it I hone lieved in a tent part of our company went out on a ten days scout day before yester day the Lt Col escused Phile from going without his asking him will Lorah I dont know about liking camp life I think I had rather sett le down at home we have evey thing to eat can buy can’d fruits and pickles and I had send down some dried fruit which comes first rate we devided up the apples arou amongst a number they seemed to relish them hugely Im sitting in the dining room and am some apart of mice for there is one which [ ? ] me for I jump on a [ ? ] Philo dont seem to have mush time to see me or write but Im going to try to get him to write to John and Elder Errett do you sit right down as soon as you get this and write a long letter to Phile telling us or him if Im not here how John is and what is being done for him I tell you they look for letters answersly here and have but little time to write if they do the duty I suppose you would like to know of the journey eny will I dont like rail roady you know but we took sleeping cars two nights to git to Cairo which is a nasty place must I dust I the rest [ ? ] we got on a boat in a very short time and slept on board didnt start out untill nearly noon of the next day I would liked to have some woman as [   ?   ] as [     ?     ] with me we would have dreamed on the upper deck all the way down but as it was I could hardly get any one to look out at Columbus Island no 10 fort fillow what doughheads there is in the world it is very tiresome and inter estery to hear the officers tell thier going on perhaps I will try and remember some of them to tell you but I have no [   ?   ] nor feel to take any interest in any thing on earth or in Heaven its all [ ? ] a middle the Lord has fooled the poor negroes to think they will be happy + free but they are let [ ? ] here + killed and evey thing one got one nearly dying now he is in such quarters that I can do nothing it I felt able on some boards will some blankets of [ ? ] on the ground in a small tent there is no hospital for them he is blestered [   ?   ] and will die after all well if he goes to a warm place and has one friend if tis the devel he will be well off for tis what Human nature needs a friend indeed somebody that wont lie nor work your hope with false promises Ive got a sore thoat and would feel down sisk if I had a place to be sick in I will [ ? ] a place for [ ? ] to write if he has time write to him Therese Cutler Good day brother John + Sister Sarah Therese has left a place for me to write to you. I am well and tough as a brick and it is the first time we have had a resting spell since we left St Louis but we are not idle here by any- -means when we are not on a scout we have to get up at 5 o,clock and attend to 18 calls a day we have built Barns for all of our horses since were been here and ditched the land and cleared our camp grounds up very nice, our Regimental head Quarters hase been since Jany the 20th and our companies do scouting east, west, north and south from one mile to 75, which makes us very buisy most of the time. I am not in Co. D, now. I am in Co K. in command at present Capt Newell was wounded and and gone to mich I dont know how long I will be in Co. K., untill Capt Newell returns I suppose Capt Latimer of Co E, was wounded at [ ? ] and I had comand of E a spell, also of, M, D, + H which has made my residence of not a very permanent character it is not very pleasant to me to be shifting about. Ill assure you but orders from superiors must and shall be obeyed our Iowa boys are all very well. I have not seen Ray since last spring but have been looking for such other and crossed each others tracks very often but did not meet one day last week Ray was on the cars passing through Jackson to Memphis he sent me a line but dident get to see each other, he is Clerk in the adgts office the last I knew of him. You will hear of Vicksburgh being taken a great many times before it will be so, the geurillas tore up our road between here and Memphis last week, but it was soon [ ? ] P D Cutler John Therese says your leg troubles you very much well I am sory it is so but one thing try and do, that is, make the best of you bodily misfortunes, and I think you will be the better by doing so, I have been sick a number of times in my life, and once away from home where I expected I should certainly die, but I saw arround me others that were so much worse off in worldly circumstances and in pain + misery, and dying away from friends, that I allways thank God that I was no worse, give my love and good wishes to all my old neighbours, and Friends. I cant tell when I shall get back any better than you can. You probably can hear by papers, what weare doing and get the details as soon as some of us do that are actualy engaged in any movements (if they are no exactly correct) John as for a Military life for me, I would not be in the service in times of Peace for I ever saw in Dixie, because it certainly [ ? ] one of their manhood + freedom. I long for a day of earnest peace providing it is honorable, but when I hear of our northern Copperheaded traitors and union destroyers I feel as though I wanted to enlist for five years more and comence a war of extermination and drop the heaviest blows at the north and the soonest John you cannot Immagin the revengefull feelings that our soldiers have against home tratiors + Rebel sympathiser our enemy that we are fighting here, that lay concealed behind com -cribs and skulking in the bushes and shooting our Soldiers down while guarding their own rebels property and proveing false guides and violating their oaths, in nearly all cases, we can see where such have an excuse but as for any reasons for our norther traitors to try and destroy the best Government that ever existed is more than the army in the field will or can stand. John I dont know how you all feel about it at home, but I hear many of our Soldiers say they would sooner shoot a copperhead than a read rebel at the South I can hear them say everyday that they would like to go home and clean out treason first. We are in west Tenn it is a frist rate Country for Cotton + Corn, mostly all cleared up with good buildings and plenty of Contrabands. Some of their land has yeilded $300 worth of Cotton from an acre. I have seen six- -hundred acres in a field. Cotton is 70 cts corn 50 cts oats 8/ Potatoes 16/ eggs 2/ Butter 4/ wool 8/ horses + mules from $100 to $250 each no hay in this country write to me soon as you can adress Lieut P.D. Cutler Co A 3rd Regt Mich Cavly Cairo