Burge, Caroden S. – September 25, 1861

Michigan Civil War Collection


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Regiment: 2nd Michigan Infantry Battles Mentioned: Historical Figures: George B. McClellan Arlington, September 25th, 1861 Dear Mother & Sister. I should have sent this letter Monday, but on that day we had Brigade drill, & was reviewed by Gen. McClellan, and then after all we had to go on picket at the Cross Roads; we did not get back from picket till late last eve, so this is my first opportunity to write. The firing on picket has been stopped so it is not so unpleas- ant as hentofore. Yesterday morning as soon as it was light they began to wave handker- chiefs & show symptoms of [   ?   ] friendly feeling. They began to talk to us soon and tried to persuade us to meet them halfway. Some of them even came part way, but we told them that our Officer had ordered us not to go over our lines; so they went back. Our officer though went over & had an interview with them. All day long we talked with them (they were not more than forty rods from my post). We told them our regiment, and they told us theirs. On the A.M. It was the ninth Georgia, in the P.M. the twelfth Alabama. I told them I had a cozen from that state, but I did not tell them my name or his, so of course I did not find him. They had been firing the day before from a barn, but our boys burnt their barn rather mysteriously, so that our boys had as good a chance as theirs. I suppose this was one reason why they did not fire on us. I remember soon sometime in the last of July that Abbie wrote to me about 12 o’clock at night; and was wondering where I was. That night I was on picket with the Co. within a few rods of the enemies pickets at Bull Run, & within a half mile of their batteries It was the night of the day after the first battle. On that, or the next, you complained because I did not tell you enough about my fare I did not think enough about there consider them worth telling. Water was rather bad for the three days there, have been taken from standing puddles; but we had hard bread enough, & some bacon. To be sure we do not live in the army  as we would at home; but if we have money we can at some price get good victuals. The fore at any rate is good but plain & without much change. We got our state pay a while ago. They are paying our reg. to-day. I shall have a little money to send home again I think, unless I get to spending too much money. You thought I got more than a private’s pay. I can explain that. We get mileage from Kalamazoo to Detroit which made the extra pay. I have not been promoted. It is not what I came for. If that is what a person wants he must do more begging than I want to do. I despise this spirit of office-seeking. I came to serve my country, and if they thing I can serve it better by having a higher place of course I shall not refuse; but if this is not the case I do not calculate to beg for it. Lucy asked me what I thought about her going to Kal. this fall. I don’t like to advise, but I will give my opinion. She says that she can not go all the year anyway. If she can go all of next year by staying at home this I think she had better if she can mean- time keep bright the studies of the past year. She is welcome to the use of my books. Besides I still think that those who come home at all will be at home as soon as next fall. So I may be there then. But I don’t think she had better be influenced very much by the prospect of my return. You all seem very much afraid of wearying me; I am never tired of hearing anything which is dear to you. I don’t want you to think that my fare is hard because I don’t mention it It is generally because I do not think it worth speaking of. My health has never been better than it has since I have been a soldier, nor in general, my spirits. These facts will speak for themselves. We have praching once in the Sabbath, when there is nothing to [  ?  ] it, parer meetings on Sunday & Thursday evening’s & bible-class Sunday afternoon Then is considerable interest in religion, it may be because of the danger which surrounds us; but if it is this which causes this, I hope it will not end here Pray much for me. Your son & brother, Caroden. [On Envelope:] W Helmich MC Miss L. J. Snyder, Jackson, Mich.