Fox, Perrin V. – August 30, 1863

Michigan Civil War Collection Letters


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Regiment: 1st Michigan Engineers Battles Mentioned: Historical Figures: At Home Aug 30th 63 My Precious Darling: It has seemed a long week since I saw you and clasped you fondly to my heart. I feel lonely and sad without you but I am so glad I have seen you. I feel stronger to bear these wary days, for there seemed a glad- ness and joy in my heart to know and feel, that though distance lies between us, yet you are only mine. When I long for your arm for a pillow, tis such a dear de- light and satisfaction, to know that it is kept sacred for me. I went down yestoday and got your picture. It is very good and is a treasure. It looks as thought it might speak. I pressed it to my lips, but no kiss or warm breath was returned. I said “My darling” but no fond words in re- ply. Tis only the shadow, but dear to my heart, for the substance is my dearest earthly treasure. I got a pretty rose wood frame for it and one for the ambrotype too. I have not been to get my Pho tograph yet, for I think I look ra rather hollow eyed and thought I would wait a few days, hoping to look and feel better. I have been very busy since I got home. Louis McCrath was here two days and Cornelia Potter one day and night, and now Cassins Cranson is here staying over the sabbath. Dr. Smith inquired very kindly for you as did many others, today Edd Knapp and Le Peck are going to Orvasso into h[   ?   ]ness, imediately Yucciss to them. Mrs Sligh has got home safely and has had enough of going south. She told me that Col Irvins left Nashville monday, so I have had some fears you could not get through on time, and that there might be some ad- vantage taken of it. When you write tel me all about it. Did you have a pleasant journey and did you find Mrs Bates good company? Do you find yourself wish- ing yourself here again for a little while. I expect this week will decide whether you come home to stay with me for the next few months or not I cant help feeling a little anxious Dear little Eddie can not get over not kissing you good by. He is Capt Fox now as he wears your old cap and walks about with a great deal of dignity, he is very sorry you did not leave your sword at home. School will commence tomorrow and I hope Winston will feel sat isfied to go and stop talking about going to you or getting a place to work all this time, it realy does worry me. He is not will, and is so restless. I dont now what to do sometimes. I hope you will write to him often. I can hardly wait to get a let ter from you. Your visit now that is is fast, seems like a beautiful dream, and the awakening from it to find myself alone, a sad reality You dont know how precious you are to me “My Husband.” May Our father keep you as in the hollow of his hand, and in due time return you to me pure, true, and noble are now is the hourly prayer of own loved and lowing, Ida I will send you one of the small pictures of you How do you like it? Eddie says I must tell you that he feels very proud of his sol dier hat and that he wears it to the [    ?    ] I am sorry you did not have time to look over those letters. Now I have a plan for you. Burn those you do not care to keep as soon as you have read them That will save you the trouble of looking them over, and of hav ing so many to carry about with you. Will you do it? With much love Good by Ida [On Envelope:] Capt P.V. Fox Co D 1st Mich Engrs + Mechs Nashville Tenn