Byrns, William – April 27, 1862

Michigan Civil War Collection Letters


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Regiment: 1st Michigan Infantry Battles Mentioned: Historical Figures: Camp Butler Newport [  ?  ] Va. Apr 27 1862 Dear Florence Your letter of last Sunday only reached me last night. I suppose I should have written then but as the Paymaster came by the same boat [  ?  ] Cap. A. is in the hospital at Old [  ?  ] I was very busy till midnight as he paid off the whole Reg. after 5 oclock. I am glad that you persist in your determination to write me often. You deserve great praise for doing so much + being so poorly paid for of a truth one of your letters is worth a dozen of my hastely written affairs. Yesterday brought me 5 letters. Yours my sister Melias, Cousin Fanny express great concern but she has commited a great [   ?   ] [  ?  ] or an unpardonable sin in presuming to write you + wishes to know of one if I think she acted wrongly. Her greatest trouble is that perhaps the matter will be a cause of trouble to us. Had we no greater troubles than this grey hairs would be few with either of us. I know Fanny feels mortified to think she has been so presuming, but in her own language it must be laid to the fact that she has always [   ?   ] in the backwoods + perhaps in [  ?  ] of all the circumstances she is not entirely past all hopes of forgiveness. Write to her please just for my sake will you? I do not know what to think of my sisters letter. She devotes nearly a page of large letter pa- per-this size-to you. In some way she has found that you are intending to return to Ill this spring. I suppose by the way of Sarah + seems of the whole matter is that she wants you to come via Hillsdale + stop with her a few days. Her words were “I would be very happy to see her + be “-come acquainted with her. Will my invitation have to go di “rect to her? Or will you invite her for me? You ask her “for me that a good boy. I will do my best to make” her visit here pleasant. Answer this part of my letter “soon.” Were it any person in the world buy my sister Melia I should be greatle greatly inclined to have a good joke over the matter, but I know that she is sincere + am sure that you would enjoy yourself finely if you could go there. Therefore I will forward her invitation + write her that I have done so, but wills ay that it will be necess ary for her to do the same + that promptly. I know you would love Jimmie Parsons + Emily De Char- lys wife – sister, they live just across the street from my sister. They are all kind good people, not in the least aristocratic, but refined cheerful + happy “our sont of folks”. Consider the proposition. We have the best camp I ever saw. The sun has not shone upon it since we have been here. Rain all day yesterday – a dull, heavy fog is over all things today. Our position is an exposed one, but we feel no anxiety. This camp was shelled by the Merrimae when on her trip in March. I do not see as it will be within the power of any per- son in authority to allow me to leave here at present. So long as we are before the enemy or to long as the the stars + Bars float in sight of Hampston Roads no person from this department can leave without com- -promising honor. I would gladly do all in any power to join you + see you safe in your home in the West + have made a strong effort to be al- -lowed a 20 day leave, but tis of no avail at pres- -ent. But you would not have me leave here now. Tell me as you think. Aught I to leave the service now? When will you return home. Name the latest date –per haps the circumstances will be so that I can leave within a month or six weeks. Do you ever hear from Sarah? I have only had one letter from her since in Va. [  ?  ] is Carrie Wells + is the Carrie W. yet. I do not like one bit to have you tease + perplex + torment the life from our in the manner you did in your last for lines of your last letter. Its to bad to be away from all that one loves without even a shadow to look upon. Yell me truly did you send your picture? If you did it has never reached me. This is such a gloomy day. I hope you are not enjoying it as I am. I greatly fear that I am becoming confirmed in some old bachelor habits + fear unless I am taken care of by my friends will appear to a great disadvantage if I am ever thrown among enlightened people again. You will exercise your talents upon me. Do you know that when I feel tired off all the “rain flories” + “pomp” of this world” I turn far oftener to you. Than to any other source of good. Perhaps tis wrong for me to love you so very much, but I do not think it sinful. Is it? Can two understand each other better than we do + I am sure we will always be the same. Tell me all your thoughts + wishes + I will be ready to receive, accept + act upon them. Write me often just you have done + I am just the same ugly but only Yours Will Bryns [On Envelope:] Miss Florence Clark Care Geo. J. Adams Ceres Alligany Co New York Sentinel! Pacing with weary feet life +down on your lonely beat: Out of sight of the sleeping camp Nester stopping your watchful tramp What are your thoughts + what your fear Do your wide eyes ever fill with tears As you think of loved ones far away who years far you sadly every day! Does your soldier heart beat quick with pain As you long to be at home again? Will Byrnes No 61 1862