Burge, Caroden S. – July 26, 1861

Michigan Civil War Collection


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Regiment: 2nd Michigan Infantry Battles Mentioned: Bull Run, Virginia Historical Figures: Capitol, July 26/61 Dear Sister: I rec’d yours of the 18 yesterday. I rec’d the letter dated the 12 a few days ago, and the money which was very accept able, as we have not yet rec’d any pay though we expect it every day. They commenced paying our reg. one week ago last Tuesday; but our reg. had to take up its line of march into Virginia at 3 P.M. on that day, so they only had time to pay the Officers & two co’s (A & B). So the other eight co’s (ours with them) did not get any pay. This was U.S. pay. I don’t know where we shall get that now. You have probably heard ere this of the battle at Bull Run, & our defeat. I was there. Our Brigade was the first to attack the battery, in the first battle (in fact our Brigade along attacked fought the first battle), and our reg. was the last to leave the field in the second battle & defect in retreat. So I have been in battle, heared the volleys of musketry seen as they pound fourth send many to their last home, and the demonlike yell of three engaged in battle. Yes, I have heared the bullets of the enemy whistle round my own ears, when I new not but each moment would be my last. And I have heared the hum of the deadly cannon ball as it came uncomfortably close to my cranium. In short I have, I think, been through that part of the battle in which the soldier experiences the worst feelings, without firing at the enemy once. We lay three hours upon the sand in the hot sun, dodging bullets & cannon balls, waiting for the order to advance, where I could hear distinctly the shouts of the enemy, & see those engaged in battle. But the order came retreat instead of advance. Our Brigade in this battle lost about fifty in killed & wounded, about 20 killed. I told you before two hundred, but it was a wrong report. None of our reg. were killed, four or five wounded. Not on of our co. was even wounded. Sunday last the great battle came off. Our Brigade was kept in reserve all day, so that none we hurt except one or two skirmishers, slightly wounded. The hotest part of the battle on Sunday continued about 9 hours. The no. of killed & wounded in this I don’t know for certain, as yet. I is probably not less than one thousand perhaps two thousand. The enemies loss according to their own estimation was 3000. We should surely have beaten them but for their continual reinforcement. They had from 80000 to 100000 troops in the field & we only 26000 engaged in the battle. And notwithstanding at every charge we drove them back. Had it not been for incompetent field officers we should not have retreated so far. as you see we are. We are now on Arlington Heights just across the Potomac from Washington. I am now writing in the Capitol of Washington. Your brother Caroden The Lord has brought me unscathed thus far let us trust Him. I expect we shall soon march to Bull Run again Caroden