Paddock, Byron D. – August 15, 1864

Michigan Civil War Collection Letters


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Regiment: 1st Michigan Light Artillery Battles Mentioned: Historical Figures: Hd Qrs Battery F 1st Mich Lt Art’y Near Atlanta Ga Aug 15th/64 My Dear Hattie- Have just looked at my watch and find that it still wants a few minutes to 5 o’clock You of course are still asleep and doubtless will be for four hours to come unless Aunt Betsey should send you for the washerwoman are occur never that did happen once I recollect and the only time that I ever re- member of your being up early enouph to see the sun rise. I have however [  ?  ] and begun a lecture on early rising in- stead of telling ou of my health safe ty and all the war news. And yet how can I converse with you when you are locked in the embrace of Morphew perhaps however you may awake by the time this reaches you and I will continue. Well darling my health is very good at present; much better than for weeks past. But my eyes are getting worse again. I am favoring them as much as my business will admit of; writing but little by candle light and no more than is actually necessary at anytime. Could I get some one that was capable of performing the administration duties of the battery should with the exception of my correspondence with my own dear girl cease writing entirely. But in all the battery not a man nor an officer can be found that can perform the duties correctly. Therefore what am I to do? I can see but one alternat- tive and that is to keep doing until my eyesight either improve or become so much impaired as to unfit-we for farther military duty and then resign or get a sick leave. I hope however with care and proper diet that it may improve I had almost forgotten that when I last wrote you we were under marching orders with the intention of trying to make a raid on the Rail Road. Got my battery in readiness and had moved forward one mile at daylight when an order came countermanding the former one and we gladly countermarched to our original position where we have been fortunate enough to remain since and aside from a little fighting each day enjoying that rest so much needed by the soldiers of this army Already the effect has been beneficial as the decrease of sick in the battery will attest. Several times each day we have short Artillery duels with the two rebel batteries in our front. First enough to make it interesting and exciting. Last evening as I went from the battery to the ambulance a short distance in rear in I was thinking how differently you and I had paped the Sabbath day and how different the scenes that we had [  ?  ] during the course of the day. With you all had been peace ful and quiet. You had [  ?  ] through with the same [  ?  ] of duty and [  ?  ] the same scenes that each Sabbath day brings about. Here two large and hostile armies lay watching each other at from 800 to 1500 yards distance. The sharp crack of musketry could be heard along the picket line at all hours of the day. Whilst the war of Artillery at times seemed to shake the whole earth. Here and there [  ?  ] of soldiers were intent upon drawing their rations of hard tack, [  ?  ] +c. Then a squad was killing [  ?  ] cattle. Yonder of the creek some were bathing and others busily engaged in washing clothing. In various places along the line some were strengthening their fortiss’ [  ?  ] so that they would effectually stop all Artillery missiles. At those scattering campfires the cooks are preparing the daily meals for their different [  ?  ]. Sitting here and then in the shade hundreds of them may be sun busily employed in writing to loved ones at home. Here come the stretcher bearers carrying the dead and wounded. Other homes have been made desolate parents have lost a son a wifes, a husband, sisters a brother a sweetheart a lover. God help hem to bear so great a loss with Christian fortitude. [  ?  ] that some yonder a Chaplain is preaching to an audience of attentive listeners. Whilst within the sound of his voice a group of reckless unprincipled fellows are playing at cards and cuning equally loudly at their good or ill luck. And thus I might go on enumerating thing after thing that comes [  ?  ] the obser- vation of a person during our day where no battle is progressing. What think you of the sabbaths in the army. Doubtless [  ?  ] this Lieut Holbrook has called on you [  ?  ] said he should. Some of my officers tell me that he said if he could [  ?  ] if he should not return to the battery as he was tired of the service. I have just recd a letter from Col. Hale. He is at Knoxville and I presume having a good time. I always like to get letters from him he is so strong a friend of mine and writer such good letters. I began early this morning but so many things have hindered me that it is now late in the evening and I have not finished. It is very dark and raining. All are asleep except the guards and I really feel lonely. I would give much were I with you this evening I know it would be a perfect antidote to all loneliness. But darling it will not do for me to write but little by candlelight and I must soon bring their letter to a close. We are still with extreme right and although the papers say that we have got the [  ?  ] Rail Road it is not so. Our [  ?  ] the nearest on to it is 1 ½ miles distant with a ridge [  ?  ] thus hiding it from our view. That we will get it. I doubt not even if Hood has recd heavy reinforcements. Which he doubtless has or he could not be able to extend his lives so far (a distance of at least eight miles). I wish this [  ?  ] [  ?  ] was over so that I might get a [  ?  ] and have my eyes operated upon. Have not written much interesting news in fact there is but little to write just at present. Good night darling and may He guide and protect you in all time to came. Byron [On Envelope:] Miss Hattie Crippen Coldwater Michigan