Byrns, William – October 19, 1862

Michigan Civil War Collection Letters


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Regiment: 1st Michigan Infantry Battles Mentioned: Historical Figures: Camp near Sharpsburg Md October 19th 1862 My darling Florence: I suppose that if I were to there would be need for the surgeon not write regularly at least twice during the week,? [     ?     ] The prospect seems fair for our staying some time in this locality. We hoped that when the advance of which I [  ?  ] in my last would be the van of the army, but on Friday night they returned with the “object of the [          ?          ] accomplished.” No camp of the Enemy were found. They went home ten miles from the river + [   ?   ] with only cavalry + Artillery of the enemy. I hope that when 1 write again, that we can say we are again advancing + doing work. We are not content with the routine of life in front of the enemy but are anxious to or moved for my part. I am in no great hurry but if there is to be work done this season why not let us “at it” before the inclement weather will render campaigning a more difficult. I have all faith in our gene- rals + shall not attempt opinions of the good or ill effects of a movement at the present time. The nights are uncomfortably cool our men are not supplied with blankets. I suppose the veteran Regiments have to give way for new ones just entering the field Charly Purrous has just recd a picture of his wife in costume as she saw at a “war meeting” last season. She must have been an impersonation of the “Red, White + Blue”. I told Charly I hardly knew whether the picture was intend ed to re[   ?   ] Mrs. W. I. Forrest or Maggie Mitchell our I for sure I had seen the original when a boy. I had a letter from one of my old friends in Mich a few days since. Society has changed greatly in the nearly two years that I have been absent. Young men are at a premium she informs me all of those who need to make up the company are either in the Army or married + settled quietly away. Last night, Charly came over. We are en camp- ed not 1/8 of a mile apart. Staid to “tea” + then we the der. Col. Abbott included. Had a nice chat. Seven years since we were young folks in Burr Oak + since then have hardly lost light of each other. I am afraid we used to act a good deal wild. if Charlys tales be all true, we must have been careless youngsters. Alas! Alas! We will never again be again the sad dogs of seven years ago, indeed I do not wish to. An all that excitement then was not [   ?   ] happiness + I would not tonight ex- change my present position-perched high on the Adjutants stool-for the comparab[        ?        ] one of years ago. Charly declares that the life of a married man is the height of human happiness. I assure him that tis nothing strange that such should be his mind. Knowing as I do that he was married at 8, + took the 10 oclock train for the [  ?  ] of war. In my as- [     ?     ] to convince him that I could not appreciate the happiness I quite failed + his reasons were not all sound. The mos important one was, in case he was troubled once by a rebel bullet his wife could not on morning, in style, this was unmeasurerable. Are we not indeed wretcher? We do hope for a change that will allow us an opportunity of running away for a time. I shall use all landable means to leave. Even to applying for the position of Recruiting Office which is generally given to some one of no importance in the field. I some what expect an addition of another bar to my shoulder strap, but will not be at all disappointed if I do not receive it. Our you, is renominated may be necessary to give a few civilians commissions. Rumor says that such things have been done, was in this war. What news from Mr. M.? Always remember me to C + Mrs. A. I wrote your father when we were at Washington + last night found the letter which I supposed I had mailed at the [  ?  ]– in a pocket of an old fatigue coat. I will write him again very soon. Now that I count the time by weeks when I shall be free for a time, the time drags slowly along. You surely cannot wish the time brief, more than I—I sometimes think that tis very wrong for me to be “thinking of you ever”, but I find by careful study that my case is not an isolated one + that history makes notice of similar ones, but truly I am not a bit contented. I must see you, must tell you all, [  ?  ] have much I have been cheered when brave hearts have been faint, but the assurance of your lair- how little I am worthy of your pure heart, + how kind + good you have ever been to me. I look forward to the day when we will be [  ?  ] than ever to each other if that can ever be. I believe we can never be one in heart, or mind, in action more than we are now. But we are not entirely happy the world can only look look upon us with impertinent curiosity + I would that were not. Tell me your whole heart as ever. Write me often, tis more than two days since I last heard from you. Only one mail in all that time, + that only or partial one. In our of my letters I must have sent a “Pars” for there were several on the table + one was missed the next [    ?    ]. I thought it a piece of scrap + folded it over you letter. by moonlight You can use it if it will take you through. I have not heard from Mother in a long time. Remember me to yours-Has Parries C. gone to the wars? I do, spare her not. But three “stragetic movements” remain for me tonight. To _off my great coat Kiss your picture Good higher- Tis aggravating to be obijed so to do + [     ?     ] myself     Your   Will knowing you to be [     ?     ] slightly with [   ?   ] Mc[   ?   ] + a lover of literary curiosities I enclose the a letter to Gen Mc I need only add that the child was safe all the campaign through the emphatic are [    ?    ]. I know its wicked for me to send this but I cannot resist. [On Envelope:] Miss Florence Clark Care A. B. Clark Yalesburg Illinois